MOVED!

Moved to Cherie's Anecdote now! =)

Things that makes me happy..

This is what that makes me happy..

I miss you baby..

Come back soon.. :)

Please Help!

Please help!
This is really disturbing..

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Flowes from my second bf!!

haha.. guessed the title must have shocked ya! Anyway the flowers are not from my second bf nor my bf.. it's from my very dear interns in my company.. the flowers are all handmade from them.. it's really really touching and the flowers are extremely nice.. from each fold of the roses till how they wrapped it up.. it is all to details! Thank you so much Cheryl & Venica.. I enjoyed very much working with both of you.. all the best in your studies and future undertakings! :)

Happy New Year Everyone!

2008 seems to come and go in a flash.. Many many things happened.. I finished my studies in Interior Architecture & Design.. I flew to Phuket for my back then honeymoon trip.. I took a big step in my career.. Working life is nothing like what I've expected.. It was tough.. Really really tough.. But thank god, I'm still surviving till now.. I've experienced and learned a lot.. And I'm awaiting much more to come..

I've ended my relationship with Alfred.. And it was not a regretful thing that happened.. If things are not going the way that I wanted it to be.. It's better to end it now than later.. I've got to admit that I'm a selfish person.. I can't afford to take out so much love for someone.. And not getting back what I'm expecting.. You were a good friend.. Just that I was not good enough for you.. Your family were great.. I love them so much.. But, I'm just much more happier with my life now..

And then it comes a new person in my life, Joshua.. And we're in a relationship now.. I've not known him for long.. But we get along really easily.. He treats me really well.. As for his career is much more flexible, he has much more time to accompany me.. I no longer stay at home alone just waiting for someone to be back.. He fetches me to and back from work almost everyday.. We spend our weekends catching up all the new movies.. He bring me to different malls each weekend.. And we would indulge in all different yummy food each month.. The most important thing is my family loves him..

The only thing that lefts me pondering still is Tiffany and my group of friends.. I do not know why and I do not know when we started to be like this.. Everything went well till I broke up with Alfred and started off with Joshua.. Remember how you used to tell me that if Alfred's not good.. just leave him.. There will be a much better guy out there for me.. Then you introduce Joshua to me.. You've been telling me all the compliments about him.. You even told my mum that he's a good guy and ask her not to worry..

Now when I'm finally with Joshua.. You all turn you back against me.. I've tried calling you so many times but you will not answer my calls.. I've text you a million times and you will never reply me.. I've known you for so long.. And I really do not know why you wanna do this to me.. I thought you will understand me.. You know all the pain and hurt I've went through when I was with Alfred.. Now when I have the courage to leave him, you were no longer supporting me..

I missed your birthday bash.. I missed all the outings and yumcha session together.. I missed Mun Kay's Wedding.. Anyhow, enough said.. I could not clap with one hand.. I've tried my best talking to you and finding out what's wrong.. But you just turn you cold back against me.. So since you choose to take side.. I've no rights to stop you.. If our friendship is this fragile to you, I have nothing else to say.. Tiffany, just to let you know.. I did not give up on this friendship.. I'm still holding on to it..

I hope 2009 will be a better year ahead for my life, my career and my relationships.. Happy New Year Everyone!

Love,
Cherie.

Leo's Day Out - Training Week 1..

Finally, I have the mood to post.. It's been such a long time since I last posted.. =) oh btw, I have a new dog.. he's a Golden Retriever.. and his name is Leo.. so on Sunday, we brought him to the One Utama Central Park for an Obedient Class Training with the MKA.. it was great and there were plenty of dogs there.. I wanna get a Siberian Husky next!

Training at One Utama Central Park..


MKA..


That's my Dad with Leo..


A Silky Terrier..


Husky playing with the Silky Terrier..


A very obedient Sheep Dog..


And my favourite.. I want a HUSKY!

-

you want me to clarified this so badly.. and here it is for you..

ME & ALFRED ARE NO
LONGER TOGETHER ANYMORE!

he wants me to clarified this to everyone so that nobody will misunderstand him..

so here it is..

and hope you are happy with it now!

this made my day!

work is not easy for the 2nd day.. it's the first time me handling a real event.. not just helping out or being part of the crew.. but from doing it from head to toe this time.. and I've got to say it's not an easy job!!! there's so many things to do before hand.. so so many preparations.. plus these few days, my head is not working out with me.. been getting of and on headaches all the time.. hate hate headaches.. I don't want to take any painkillers or anything.. or else I'll get immune to it someday.. so I'll just have to hold on to it and sulk it in..

btw, was going through my pictures.. and I found a picture of the donkey boy.. haha.. it's damn damn cute.. I'm now officially using this for my MSN.. my cell wallpaper.. my labby's wallpaper.. and baby's caller picture.. haha.. the donkey's gonna kill me if he finds out.. but who cares! it's just too adorable to not post it up.. haha.. you've definitely made my day by looking at this.. =) *muacks*

p/s: I still have to work tomorrow arrrr!!! I miss my days sleeping all day long till late late afternoon.. I miss hanging out with my babes.. I miss hanging out with my friends.. but I've got to work hard.. 20 more days to PHUKET!!!

Loving my new toy!

weeeeeee.. I finally have a Nikon camera now.. thanks to my daddy who bought it for me.. *big smiles* =D anyhow, today was a fun day.. we went over to Gary's place for some mah jong session.. thou I didn't know how to play.. but it was fun learning from them.. and then to Taman Mayang to eat yummy and cheap food.. then head back to Damansara Jaya for some snooker session.. and then now I'm home.. tired but it was fun.. it been a while since we met up with Nigel.. so it was definitely fun meeting up..

my new camera!


Nigel and his winning pose..


definitely not an easy game to learn..


a very nice herbal chicken at one of the shop in Taman Mayang..



loving my new toy!!! :)

I'm going green!

My fondness to the colour purple is slowly fading away.. cos my current phone now is in green.. and I bought a Yoshi mobile accessories which is also in green.. I want to find a purpler cover for my phone.. but I couldn't find any.. so if anyone knows where to get a purple cover, please do contact me! =)

HTC Touch..


Mr. Yoshi..

Matching-nye..!

Tagged by Stephanie..

Tagged by Miss Stephanie Yong a.k.a the bunny killer..

15 Random things about me

Rules: Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1. I like to arrange my money (notes) all in one direction only!

2. I like to smell new money notes..

3. I like the smell of petrol and marker pen..

4. I like to sniff my bf? haha..

5. I get turn on seeing man in corporate attire..

6. I love the color purple..

7. I love to collect novelties and miniatures..

8. I love reptiles more than mammals..

9. I hate cats!!!!

10. I love any furry and velvet surfaces.. and I like to get my feet on them all the time if I could..

11. I'm very particular with my keyboards..

12. I have sweaty palms.. especially when I'm nervous..

13. I like to bite my nails..

14. I crazy in love with Wang Lee Hom!!!
(and I watch his concert for almost everyday)

15. I prefer hanging out with guys more than girls.. cos I don't get along with girls easily..
(only those who are in the same category as me.. LOL)

People I tag:

Anyone who want to do this..

Tagged by Teefernee..

1. You’re really upset, who is the first guy you’ll go to?
Depends on what the situation is.. most of the time I'll complain to my girls first..

2. If someone liked u right now, would u want them to tell u?
hmm.. yeah, I would.. I prefer to make things clear than having misunderstandings later..

3. Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
nops..

4. Last person you texted?
erm.. baby?

5. What’s something you MUST do before you die?

Bungee jump!

6. When is the last time you went out of the country and where?
Singapore or China.. can't recall when..

7. Who was your last received call from?
my donkey..

8. What are you doing tonight?
take pills (medicine) and then sleep early..

9. What are you looking forward to?
a nice long holiday at the beach..

10. Have you ever been on a roller coaster?
yeaps..

11. Do you care what others think about you?
certainly do.. only if that makes sense.. haha..

12. Do you take showers at night?
yes.. but not late late night..

13. Name the best person who could cheer you up?
my loved ones..

14. Have you been to New York City?
nops..

15. Who is the last person you added to your contacts list in your phone?
erm.. baby's new number..

16. What is the name of your cousin’s best friend?
haha.. no idea..

17. What did u do yesterday?
eat and sleep after a long and tiring weekend..

18. Whose house did you last go to?
baby's..

19. What is the last movie you watched?
Indiana Jones..

20. Do you believe that you can change someone?
depends..

21. What are you going to do after you do this survey?
off too bed..

what a pamper..

I just got back from 2 hours of spa and full body massage.. and 3 hours of facial treatment.. and now i feel all pampered.. not forgetting it's all F.O.C.. thanks to LBS for the birthday treat.. and,

I FEEL GOOD NOW! =)

I had a rough night yesterday.. ya, I know birthdays are meant to be happy.. but this time it wasn't something up to my expectation.. I wasn't angry with him or anything.. I know his devotion to his work.. but I am just disappointed that he never make any effort just for me.. I never expect any luxury gifts or going fine dining at a posh area.. I just need his effort to make it happen.. cos this really means heaps to me.. it is my assurance towards him.. a card or even a note will make me jump up with glee already.. is that really too much to ask for?

My birthday last night was just like one of the normal days.. or probably even worse than that.. I didn't even get an extra hug.. nor and extra kiss.. I just want to feel pampered around him.. I just want to be treated nice for that few hours only.. I just want to spend time me and him alone.. but he didn't make it up to me.. and so, I did spend my birthday crying my balls (eyeballs) out while watching Love is Cinta.. it was a great movie thou, but it was also something for me to cry out with a reason..

Now, my birthday is over.. but I would like to thank everyone for making an effort to call and sms me with all the wishes.. and also dropping comments on my blog and on FB and on Friendster.. and thanks to his parents for cooking me dinner last night.. I really appreciated that.. so thanks everyone! =)

David Cook Won!!!

yeay!!!

DAVID COOK WON!!!

weeee!!!

I LOVE YOU COOK!!!

p/s: Cook won and Chelsea lost.. woohooo!!! padan muka!

MY FM HSBC Flaunt It!

Last two weeks ago, the same Sunday on Mother's Day.. I had the biggest shopping spree ever.. That day, me and baby had our Mother's Day Celebration at one of the steamboat restaurant in Sunway Mentari.. so before we head to the restaurant.. we dropped by Sunway Pyramid to look for baby's outfit for his sister's wedding.. so we head straight to TopShop.. cos I think there is the best place to get formal outfit's for his size.. and the cutting there suits him much better.. so he went and try on all the vests, working shirts and slacks.. but initially, he plan to just get the vest only.. but he need to try on with the rest in order to see whether it looks good or not..

and when we were about to pay.. came the manager and ask us if we have a HSBC credit card.. and I quickly answer to him that I have one.. I thought he was probably gonna give us some discount or something.. cos this is what I normally get when I shop with HSBC credit card.. the manager then guide me to the counter and introduce me to this guy.. he's name is Jason, a DJ from MY FM.. and then he told me that they're having this contest right now.. we can purchase anything with any amount with the HSBC card.. and we're eligible to participate.. so baby just choose a pair or socks which only cost RM13..

after settling the bill and everything.. the DJ told me that now I have 60 seconds to grab anything in the shop worth RM 1000.. and I was like.. huh? RM 1000? and he said yes.. I stoned there for a while and the next second I was jumping in glee.. remember earlier that baby tried on all his outfits? he already knew the sizes for his.. and one of the promoters was really good.. he took all the right sizes and just allocate them at one place.. so all I have to do is just run to that place and grab that whole bunch.. I took in total of 7 items.. 2 bags.. one for my mum and one for myself.. the rest 6 items is all baby's.. he had his vest.. 2 working shirts.. a slacks.. and a tie..

and the bill came up to RM 1175.00.. and all we have to pay is RM 175.00.. and that RM 1000 is subsidise for us!!! my mum has been eyeing on that bag for a long long time.. so now its a great Mother's Day gift for her.. and I took a purple bag for myself.. my birthday present to myself.. after that, we settle the bill.. sign some contract.. and we head back to the restaurant with a big smile on our face.. it was a really lucky day for us..

I Love TopShop..

I Love HSBC..

I Love MY FM..

A post with a smile.. =)

this just made my day.. *smiles widely*

reminiscence..

6, 8, 12..

Do you ever think about me?
Do you ever cry yourself to sleep?
In the middle of the night when you're awake..
Are you calling out for me?
Do you ever reminisce?
I can't believe in nothing like this..
I know it's crazy..
How I still can feel your kiss..

It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours..
Since you went away..
I miss you so much and I don't know what to say..
I should be over you..
I should know better but it's just not the case ..
It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours..
Since you went away..

Do you ever ask about me?
Do your friends still tell you what to do?
Every time the phone rings,
Do you wish it was me calling you?
Do you still feel the same?
Or has time put out the flame?
I miss you..
Is everything okay?

It's hard enough just passing the time..
When I can't seem to get you off my mind..
And where is the good in goodbye?
Tell me why, tell me why..

You took my heart away..

Staring at the moon, so good..
Turning all my thoughts to you..
I was without hopes or dreams..
Trapped to die and never scream..
But you, saw it through..

Walking on a math of fear..
See your faces everywhere..
As you melt this hottest stone..
You take my hand to guide me home..
And now, I'm in love..

You took my heart away..
When my whole world was grey..
You gave me everything..
And a little bit more..
And when it's cold at night..
And you sleep by my side..
You've become the meaning of my life..

Faring in a world so cold..
You are there to warm my soul..
You came to mend a broken heart..
You gave my life a brand new start..
And now, I'm in love..

Holding your hand..
I won't fear tomorrow..
Here where we stand..
We'll never be alone..

You've become the meaning of my life..
You've become the meaning..
You've become the meaning of..
Our life..

Still..

Funny when you stop and think..
Times goes faster then you blink..
Nothings ever like it was..
But we've got a special thing..
All the happiness it brings..
Is more than enough..

I know its hard to believe..
Your still the biggest part of me..
All I'm living for..
I still think about you..
I still dream about you..
I still want you ..
And need you by my side ..
I'm still mad about you..
All I ever wanted was you..
Your still the one..

It's hard to breathe when were apart..
Your like sunshine in my heart..
I keep you here inside..
You've been everything to me..
You've been and always will be..
The apple of my eye..

And I know its hard to believe..
Your still the biggest part of me..
All I'm living for..
I still think about you..
I still dream about you..
I still want you..
And need you by my side..
I still mad about you..
All i ever wanted was you..
Your still the one..

If you love me ..
Look into my eyes and say you do..
I've been waiting all my life ..
For someone just like you..
Baby all that we've been through..
Girl im still in love with you..
And I want you to know I do, I do..

I still think about you..
I still dream about you..
I still want you..
And need you by my side..
I'm still mad about you..
All I ever wanted was you..
Your still the one..

Was it something I didn't say..

Spending another night alone..
Wondering when will I ever see you again..
Thinking what I would give..
To get you back baby..
I should have told you how I felt then..
Instead I kept it to myself..
I let my love go unexpressed..
Till it was too late..
You walked away..

Was it something I didn't say..
When I didn't say I love you..
Was it words that you never heard..
All those words I should have told you..
All those times..
All those nights..
When I had the chance to..
Was it something I didn't say..
Was it something I didn't say..

Always assumed that you'd be there..
Couldn't foresee the day you'd ever be leaving me..
How could I let my world..
Slip through my hands baby..
I took for granted that you knew..
Oh love, the love I had for you..
I guess, you never had a clue..
'till it was too late..
You walked away..

All the words were in my heart..
Well, they went unspoken..
But baby now my silent heart..
It is a heart that's broken..
I should've said so many things..
I should've let you know..
You're the one I needed near me..
But I never let you hear me..

Baby come back..

Spending all my nights..
All my money, going out on the town..
Doing anything..
Just to get you off of my mind..
And when the morning comes..
I'm right back where I started again..
And trying to forget you..
Is just a waste of time..

Baby come back..
Any kind of fool could see..
There was something..
In everything about you..
Baby come back..
You can blame it all on me..
I was wrong..
And I just can't live without you..

All day long..
I'm wearing a mask of false bravado..
Trying to keep up a smile..
That hides a tear..
But as the sun goes down..
I get that empty feeling again..
How I wish to God..
That you were here..

Baby come back..
Any kind of fool could see..
There was something..
In everything about you..
Baby come back..
You can blame it all on me..
I was wrong..
And I just can't live without you..

Now that I put it all together..
Give me the chance to make you see..
That you used up..
All the love in your heart..
Nothing left for me..

Baby come back..
Any kind of fool could see..
There was something..
In everything about you..
Baby come back..
You can blame it all on me..
I was wrong..
And I just can't live without you..
I was wrong..
And I just can't live..
Baby come back..


It's close to 6 in the morning now.. and I still couldn't sleep.. I've not been sleeping for more than 36 hours now.. I've tried.. but I just can't..

anxiety!

I'm loving my new labby's wallpaper.. and also my blog's header.. I have the habit of changing my header whenever I change my wallpaper.. anyway, I've been listening to alot of Cosmic Gate and Tiesto lately.. can't wait for tomorrow's rave!!! will be back on Sunday.. so will blog about it then.. toodles!

Tagged by Miemie..

15 RANDOM Things About MeRULES:Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1. I love the colour purple..

2. I love anything to do with Gecko..

3. I like to do shopping on my own most of the time..

4. I love to eat anything to do with pork..

5. I like the smell of new money notes..

6. I like the smell of petrol, marker pens and bills..

7. I have full hatred to bitches who tends to steal or have the intention to steal people's bf..

8. I love to be cuddle by him at anytime and anywhere..

9. I love novelties..

10. I love to look at those cake decos..

11. I hate studying at KBU..

12. I love driving around alone..

13. I would like to experience traveling on my own..

14. I love hanging out at the beach..

15. I like and adore body arts..

For THIS one, I tag [random] :

Boon San..
Hayley..
Jasmine..
Jessica..
KaeLynn..
Julie..
Mei Theng..
Missy Cheerio..
Teefernee..
Tiffany..


why so many tags wan??

old school lollipop...

OMG!!! guess what I've found.. my old school lollipop.. was walking around at the Pasar Malam in Aman Suria after dinner.. and then I found this.. this reminds me so much of my childhood.. anyway, sorry for the lack of updates.. been really really busy.. submission after submission and then presentation.. the worse thing is I'm feeling under the weather these few days and I have to still go through this.. diarrea and then tummy cramp.. and now flu and sorethroat.. what's next? thank god I have these lollipops to cheer up my day.. =) and tomorrow is Labour Day.. weeeee!!! Happy Labour Day everyone..