i'm officially dead!

I despise myself greatly..

I don't know how to handle this and i don't know how to move on..

I feel half alive and I'm fully dead..

dishearten.. disgrace.. discriminating.. disgruntled..

how much more that i can handle???

feeling so down.. so tiny.. so flimsy..

I know I am an unintelligent lil creature..

but please spare me some air and earth to live..

stop being harsh.. irrespective.. hatred..

cos these pin me straight down to the ground..

I shattered easily..

I wanna get my feet back on the ground..

I just wish i could..