a moment like this...

a slow and soft slight air of breeze hit against my face as I open the door.. the smell of fresh air and the emanation of raindrops rushing in with the wind.. there were dewdrops everywhere on my plants in my garden.. I took a closer peep at the dewdrops.. each of the dewdrops starts to form a little rainbow as the natural light source passes through it.. birds were chirping away.. butterflies flying from a nectar to the nectar.. the sound of feet paddling over a pool of water by the roadside.. the sound of car tires splashing water as the car accelerates.. the sound of raindrops dropping on a zinc roof.. ahh, this is the sound of nature..

he quickly grabbed an umbrella to cover me from the drizzle.. he pulls me closer to ensure that I will not get wet.. and this is one of the moments where I want it to recapitulate.. I feel safe and warm in his arms.. I feel impervious.. it feels like a sanctuary whenever he is close with me.. he walks me to his car.. still ensuring that I will not get a drop of rain.. he closes the door gently.. he warms up his car and then drove us down to the town.. weekends is the only time that we could spend time together.. hence, he will make the best out of our weekends..

we had our meal at the Sushi Station.. a place that had brought us memories.. not any special moments.. but wherever and whichever place that we have been together were just memorable to me.. and I do cherished this memories dearly.. we spent quite sometime walking around.. and catching with things and topics that we have missed out.. laughing and smiling at practically everything and anything.. from humorless to humorous ones.. he will still entertain the inane me no matter what.. and this is just what makes me feel blessed.. it make me feel so blithe..

and now he is just right in front of me doing his work.. I am here on the bed with his laptop stealing a glimpse at him every now and then.. his passion of work and his seriousness makes me feel even safer.. somehow it makes me feel protected.. he is protective and not controlling.. his protectiveness makes me feel the importance of our relationship to him.. it has been 256 days since the very first moment.. and I am still very much in love with him.. these are the moments of my life.. the moments where money can't buy nor exchange.. the moments that will be cherished dearly by me..

and that is why I am blissfully in love with you right now..
thanks for everything baybee!

feeling contented and yet affronted...

what is the true meaning of friendship? oftentimes I am sure alot of you will come across this question.. friendship means love and trust.. it does not run away too far from relationship besides the love in a relationship is a different one.. how would one feel when you care so much and being so concern to your friend but he/she did not even appreciate it.. its a disappointment isn't it? it just makes one feel that you are no longer substantial.. feeling unwanted and definitely a certain amount of doubt to the friendship.. it is all about being transparent to one another.. there are no concrete walls in between friendships!

alright alright.. forget about the whining and lets skip to a happier chapter of today's story.. baybee, brought me to MidValley to walk around.. surprisingly streets were lined up with cars and not to forget shopping malls were crowded with humans.. I thought it was Hari Raya and everyone would be in their hometown instead.. but the best part is, 90% of the shops were opened! LOL..


after MidValley baybee wants to go to Ikano instead.. so we head down to Ikano.. and it was really pouring cats and dogs outside.. we nearly met and accident due to all the fuckers who would not stop down when it comes to a pool of water.. they speed up instead and the waters were splashing on our windscreen till we could not see a damn thing.. %#$*@!#@!%$* thank god we reach Ikano safely.. baybee wanted to go to the Crocs.. he tried on a few pair and he decided to buy one.. and then he told me to get a pair cos he is getting one for me!!! *jumping in glee* we both bought a different design but in the same color..

crocs in the bag!

my pair of mary-jane crocs..

his pair of professional crocs..

our feet with our brand new crocs!

and not to forget.. baybee bought me a lil gecko add ons!

thanks so much hunny bun for cheering me up.. and thanks for the footwear.. I like it alot!!!

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I LOVE YOU!

night at Sanctuary...

baybee and me..

wye jun and me..


wye jun and his colleague...


melvin and me..

baybee and me in the car.. on the way home..

raindrops were pouring heavily.. it was raining cats and dogs outside.. and the people in Sanctuary were increasing and increasing.. and increasing.. pushing their way through the crowd.. banging and hitting on each other shoulders.. it was packed like sardine.. we could hardly breathe.. and it reminds me so much of Velvet.. and oh god..I'm starting to hate Sanctuary!!! LOL.. anyway, I didn't stay too long this time.. baybee wasn't feeling too good.. so we left early.. on and all, were really happy to meet back with them.. it has been such a long time since I last saw them.. I had a wonderful time.. and to forget..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!