"A break up is like a broken mirror.. it is better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to fix it."
heaps of things happened at the end of 2006 and the beginning of 2007.. my sister got robbed.. my mum was admitted into the hospital.. and i have just ended my one and a half years relationship.. and now i am struggling with my assignments to meet the deadlines.. thank god i have got extension for that.. if not by now i will be hanging on a thread.. back to my ex-relationship, it was like a roller coaster ride.. i have been struggling my best to hold on with it.. and finally i couldn't take it anymore.. u said u have changed and all.. and yes, i did saw the changed in u.. but the things u did in the past has engraved a strong impact to me.. and what u have done now and still doing it can no longer erase the past away.. u will never know nor feel how much pain that i have gone through.. like what u have said.. pain is gain.. and it is really true.. guess i have gain so so much.. from all the pains that i have gone through with you.. i am happy that u finally decided to change.. for good.. and for yourself.. but definitely it is not for this relationship anymore.. it is over.. i can never be a part of this again.. i can never hold any responsibilities to u or to us anymore.. hence, it is time to move on.. we can still be friends.. in fact, it was a blessing that we can still be friends after all that has happened.. don't hold back to the past anymore.. i know it may be hard for u to let go.. it is even harder for me to let go.. but i have done it.. i did it all for us.. things will be better this way.. u are a big boy now.. a matured man.. so do think properly before u do things.. never hurt anyone again like what u did before.. cherish what u have in life.. take care bro.. =)
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